my husband has a foot fetish and he is constantly watching porn. I see the search history online and he STILL tries to deny that he even watched it. I do understand almost all guys watch porn and that it's completely normal..but he has an open wife willing to do whatever he wants to make him happy so why isn't that enough? no matter what I try to do he always goes back to watching porn. a lot of people say 'oh, its no big deal..hes a guy it's normal' well, I agree but at the same time I disagree...it makes me feel horrible about myself as if I'm not good enough and I shouldn't feel this way. honestly, I look at him with disgust now because of it. it's completely ruined my feelings toward him and I don't want him touching me at all anymore because of it. am I wrong for being this upset over him watching porn? maybe I'm taking it a little overboard but I'm already self-conscious as it is... so I guess that's why. there are many times where I try to be intimate with him and he acts as if he doesn't even want to touch me. I don't know what to do anymore and I feel like I'm ready to just be single and not have to deal with this anymore. any advice?
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